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January 30, 2014 by loratadine

Halo~

Hari ini setahun yang lalu aku sedang packing menuju ibukota. Tanggal 31 berangkat naik kereta, tanggal 1 nyampe rumah Rika. Banyak hal baru yang kualami selama dua bulan PKPA Rumah Sakit di sana. Menyusul kemudian kehidupan dengan amanah baru setibanya di Jogja. PKPA di Puskesmas dan Apotek.

Pindah dari Salima ke kosan biasa di Kentungan. Usai sumpahan apoteker akhir Agustus, aku mendapat tawaran pindah ke rumah semi asrama. Pergolakan selama masa transisi. Antara stay di Jogja atau balik ke rumah atau merantau ke mana arah angin berhembus.

Allah tau yang terbaik…

Satu keyakinan atas janji pasti-Nya membuatku tetap bertahan di sini dengan segala resiko yang tak bisa kutebak. Let it go..

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight,
Not a footprint to be seen.
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I’m the queen.
The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside.
Couldn’t keep it in, Heaven knows I tried.

Don’t let them in, don’t let them see,
Be the good girl you always had to be.
Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know.
Well now they know.

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand and here I’ll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

It’s funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can’t get to me at all.
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe.
I know I left a life behind but I’m too relieved to grieve.

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I’ll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

Standing frozen
In the life I’ve chosen.
You won’t find me.
The past is all behind me
Buried in the snow.

Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I’ll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway, yeah, whoa
(Na na, na na, na na na na) [x4]
Let it go yeah
Na, na.
Here I stand.
Let it go, let it go, oh
Let it go.

 

(Let It Go – OST Frozen – Demi Lovato)

Salima, 30 Januari 2014, 23:26

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